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January 30th, 2005
08:08 pm

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Wow ok this was my first good weekend in a long time! so exciting! but ok isnt it weird how u meet some1 like in a restaurant or school or some place where theres people n u talk to them. connect with them. think their boyfriends hott lol. but yet who or they never catch their name. for example, (lol) during the hurricanes alot of ppl evacuated n sutff well me n my family (plus the fisher familya) were in denny's in south carolina n there was another family in this room n they had a t.v. in the corner with the weather n they were showing stuff about the hurricane n my family started talkin about it n the other family was like yeah..n chimed in...the families talk almost the whole timie they were there. we left first nn said well good luck to ya'll bye. n now that i really think of it i dont think we ever got that familys name. i mean they were from florida too. had to evacuate. they were in the same situation we were in with the hurricanes n stuff. we never asked any of theirs names. they didnt ask ours. weird. today me n my family (plus my lil sis's bf ick) went to sonny's for dinner. our waitress was rly nice. she was young prolly about 22-23 n it was her last nit there. she gave us all free salad. she was finishing up college at DBCC (were my stepdad works) to become a firefighter. her bf came to the restaurant. he was cute. n rly rly tall. we asked her how tall he was. he stood up n she said he was 6'6. exactly how tall my dad is. when we were leavin she was talking to him n he had wrote on two plates i love katy. it was sooo cute. but neways she happened to live in the same neighborhood as me about a couple streets down proly about 30 sec. from my house. i kno her name cuz it was on her name tag but she never asked ours. i dunno i was just pondering on it. kinda weird. but i painted my new room 2day! we bought a house in tomoka oaks! its exciting excpet we totally got screwed. the guy who sold it to us is a fraud. n we were sueing 3 ppl. n theres a big whole in our roof. blah blah blah. but my mom n stepdad dont want to go to court even tho we have a 50% chance of winning. the guy had a freakin huge leak in his roof n on christmas morning the freakin roof fell down! how could he not of known there was mostuire in the freakin ceiling! the carpet was wet i dunno! he wouldnt let the inspector go on the roof. so mayb its our fault i dunno. but i g2g. have a nice night. later.

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October 13th, 2004
07:16 pm

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CRAZY!!
Wow!! dont u ever feel like ppl r wrong about being a teenager...like everyone says "cherish your younger years, they are the best years of your life" lol n stuff but rly i think these r the stupidest years of our lives!!! i think teenagers have it worse than older ppl...like i dont kno about the rest of ya'll but i feel like i am constantly busy. always running around doing somethin. MAKING DECISIONS!!! n most of the time they're rly hard ones too. homework n tests always. i dunno? i kno almost everyones lives right now r rly busy n i kno that i'm not the only one about to go insane with the craziness but sometimes i just feel like my schedule seems soo much more packed than usual?!? n then these gay ass teenage hormones!! i mean i dont kno what god was thinkin when he attached them to us at ages 13-18!! i guess they have a purpose tho. altho i'm having ALOT of trouble finding out what it is!! all they do is make u sad or depressed or angry!! i mean 2day i got angry at 2 ppl!! n i dont rly even kno them!!! gosh!! i find myself sayin i hate this or i hate that ALL THE TIME!! n if i'm not saying something specific i'm saying "i hate the world"!!! oo well i guess.... well here another song...its called un-understandable...hope ya'll like it...

No one understands me
i feel so left alone
no one understands me
not even at home...
i cant get myself
oh no
so just leave me alone
and mayb i'll get back to u

Things just keep happening
all too quickly
its out of control
so wait up for me
life
please dont leave me

No one trys to listen
no one trys to care
i'm just a spec
in their little social affair
but not knowing whether its me
or they're judgemental history
is driving me crazy
why cant i be me

Things just keep happening
all too quickly
its out of control
so wait up for me
life
please dont leave me

Someone save this ending
in fear it will be gone
where is the truth
someone has to kno

Things just keep happening
all too quickly
its out of control
so wait up for me
life
Things just keep happening
all too quickly
its out of control
so wait up for me
life
please dont leave me


well i'm going to go to bed n get a semi good night sleep...sweet dreams...

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Un-understandable

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September 29th, 2004
09:16 pm

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Change
WOW!! this is the first nit i've had time after homework to do what i want!! woo hoo!!! i rly dont have that much time actually i rly want to go to bed so i'm gunna make this quick n just give u another song...

We had everything
there was a special bond
others saw it too
but oh were we wrong
u kne me all too well
but somehow u couldnt tell
my head spinning
around your perfect face

but people change
it doesnt mean we forgive n forget
it just so happens that we walk away
moving on
saving the memories as
people change

you were afraid
afraid to grow up and let go
but sometimes i wonder
y cant we just stay kids
having the time of our lives

but people change
it doesnt mean we forgive n forget
it just so happens that we walk away
moving on
saving the memories as
people change

love, laughter was all we thought we'd ever need
r u rly gone?
Why, why do

people change
cuz it doesnt mean we forgive n forget
it just so happens that we walk away
moving on
saving the memories as

people change
it doesnt mean we forgive n forget
it just so happens that we walk away
moving on
saving the memories as
people change

ok....that one is called Change n its dedicated to Katie G.!! lol!! i like that one better than the last...neways...sry it so short n all i could give u was a song...but i'm rly tired soo...i'm out...oo yea thanks for such the positive response on the last song!!!nit!!!

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Change

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September 25th, 2004
09:03 pm

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waitin for hurricane jeanne
Well this is my first journal entry ever...i finally got it to work yay lol i couldnt figure it out.. I am so over and done with these stupid hurricanes...Jeanne is coming soon n its just a whole bunch of bologne..n i heard that its supposed to b like this every hurricane season for the next like 5 years...it could b true but i dunno...well this is a song i found that i rly liked n i thought i'd show it to everybody...n i doubt ne1 knos who its by...

It is Midnight
And I'm trying desperately
to think of anything but you
I turn on the t.v.
but all that i see
is your face staring back at me
its one of those confusing loves
that kind you just cant reach

Why, why i try so hard
to make everything seem so ok
cuz everytime i push away
u wind up to pull me back
i just cant do this anymore

My mixed up emotions
are scrambled up inside me
feelings that i just cant figure out
do i like you?
do you like me?
how would it feel to
love some1 like you

Why, why i try so hard
to make everything seem so ok
cuz everytime i push away
u wind up to pull me back
i just cant do this anymore

Am i leading you on
to something that i just cant give a chance

n then they sing the chorus n stuff ya kno..please post a comment if you can n tell me what u think of this song.. i would rly like to kno..neways every1 stay safe..i'm out...

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Why, you?

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